I feel like this semester I've been a total jerk to everyone. I've studied myself a lot and come up with a million rationalizations for why I am the way that I am, and although I don't really like the way I am, I feel that it's justified for me to be this way anyways, because I've rationalized everything.
Finally something clicked in my head that made more sense than all of my rationalization. I have the ability to change what I am. I don't have to be this jerk that I feel like everyone thinks I am. I don't have to be so OCD about everything, I need to chill. Get over myself and just calm down.
Perhaps some sun, warmth, good friends, and beach time helped me mellow out and actually think clearly, but whatever it was, I'm glad. Hopefully as the people I've been a total jerk to this semester get back to Jones, I'll be able to keep this attitude in mind, and just chill.
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