This one is about a habit I wish I didn't have...
I think mine is falling in love for excessive amounts of time, and becoming reliant on the individual that I've fallen in love with. That's a big annoyance. Rewind the clocks to Freshman year. There was this girl that I convinced myself for thirteen years that I was in love with. I get here, I end up obsessing over her, freaking out about how she spends time with other guys and very little time with me, listening to every sappy love song, taking long walks at midnight just to contemplate us, and overall making myself crazy. I ended up failing a class (which I am no retaking, having learned more from the experience than any regular biology class could have taught me) because I had a class before it with her, and I preferred walking her home rather than going to the biology class. It's just dumb.
This isn't the only case either, I live in this fantasy world where a perfect love story will make up for everything else. I think I'm finally breaking myself out of it, but it is a really annoying habit to fall in love almost all the time, and then end up throwing away a lot of my own potential to be with that person I'm in love with. I need to get over that whole dealio.
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