I hate high school drama. Allow me to rephrase that, I hate high school drama with an all consuming fiery passion that could not be quenched with all the water on this earth. So am I an awful person for not wanting to get involved in it. In high school I loved the gossip, and let me tell you, I still like being an insider on most things, the little things like who likes whom...but seriously I draw a line somewhere, and that somewhere is off-and-on relationships. They're dumb, and I hate them. If you're gonna break up, BREAK UP. Seriously, don't call me and tell me you want to break up again, with the same guy you've called me about at least seven other times. Just end it, and don't talk to me. Don't go back, just so you can call me in a month to tell me that (big surprise) you're breaking up again. Don't expect my sympathy. You had heaps of it the first time. Quite a bit of sympathy the second time. The third time I was just wondering when you would get back together again. The fourth time...it got old. The fifth time I wanted to throw a party because you said it was "over for good." Okay time number six...this is just plain dumb. I'm sorry, but I'm getting really tired of this garbage, and I have no sympathy for you anymore. If you keep going back to the same guy, and then breaking up with him, there's one conclusion I draw, and it's kind of mean.
Second off, this guy is my best friend now, and you expect pity from me? What are you thinking?! Seriously don't throw me in the middle of this. I'm sticking bros before...well yeah never mind, your not that bad...but honestly don't talk about my best friend to me. I don't want to know before he does that you're breaking up with him. That's low, and that makes me feel like an even worse person then not feeling pity for you.
Just an FYI here. If there's one thing I hate worse than off-and-on relationships, it's girls that string guys along. Just because you have some stupid low self-esteem issue that makes you want to have a guy trailing you all the time...you're absolute...yeah if I were a cusser you would know how I truly felt, but I'm sure from that you can assume what I mean. I know that's harsh, and yeah I probably am an awful person for even thinking that, but honestly, don't do that. Don't! It's low.
Yeah, sorry for ranting so much, but I'm just really fed up with this right now. That's what I get for befriending all younger people while I was in high school. Come home from a semester of college where I didn't deal with this, and face it all over again...
I don't think you're a bad person, at all! That's actually how I feel... and being home has helped me realize just how much I loathe the high school mindset. It was great while it lasted, but I've moved on and it's time everyone else did. :) I mean, we've only been in college for four months but we're completely different people now.
ReplyDeleteYou are absolutely not an awful person. In fact, it might be high time someone told them that to their faces. The buck's gotta stop somewhere, after all.
ReplyDeleteMan. A lot's changed since high school, hasn't it? :/ Makes me miss it. Ah, well. On to much bigger and better things. :)