Just Breathing.

I need a real friend right now, with me, a friend who I can be entirely honest with, who won't be judgmental, who will listen, and just understand. I don't need advice, I don't need anything but the knowledge that there is someone who is willing to listen without being totally disappointed in the person I see in the mirror, someone who can give me a hug and tell me everything will be okay, and actually make everything okay. Someone physically here with me.
Lots of people tell me that I can call anytime, but honestly, I can't talk on the phone, and I don't know I'm just really messed up right now, and I need someone who will understand. I'm not emo, or suicidal, just struggling with about every aspect in my life right now. There's things to be happy about, but there's so much in my head that won't let me let go and be happy.
I don't know if it'll help, but anything is worth a shot. If you would mind praying for me, I'd appreciate it. Sorry to be so needy.