Friday, September 17, 2010
Day Four
I really wish I didn't have the habit of planning. I"m sort of a perfectionist when it comes to plans, and life NEVER let's plans happen. No matter how hard you try to live up to a plan, life screws it over entirely. It annoys the heck out of me when I put so much work into planning stuff out and then having them fall apart around you. I had the perfect plan for a while back, and now it looks like hardly any of it will come to pass, despite all of my efforts to try and make it happen. I still plan on being a writer, but the rest...well we'll see if I actually make it where I planned. And yes I've heard the way to get to your goals and plans is to pan a way to get there. Well I did that, but what do you do when life makes those plans fall apart. Plan for your plans to fail? That makes no sense, and that's why I wish I didn't make plans as much. Or at least I wouldn't get so upset when my plans fall apart.
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:( I UNDERSTAND. You have a plan. You know what you want to do, what you are going to major in, what the next 4 years are going to be like, and the 7 after those. But then life comes along and says 'NO, You Don't REALLY Want That. That's Not What's Going To Happen.' and screws every thing up and is like 'Here Try Option F Instead" So now you don't know any of what you thought you did, and you think well maybe I'll try this, but am I really good enough at it to do it, or should I just do this, or WHAT THE $&$*# SHOULD I DO?
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